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Помогите мне перевести текст с английского на русский.Возможно здесь есть люди,которые хорошо знают язык.Только пожалуйста не надо переводить в переводчике,мне нужен осмысленный перевод. Each of my birthdays that have passed in the last six years , that the one thing that i had wish for . I had buy a small vanilla flavoured cupcake for myself and placed a single lit candle in the center of it , and later blew it out . I always had a little string of hope that the little smoke that had my wish with it and was disappearing in the wind , would bring my wish somewhere and make it no longer be a wish , but my way of living.